Disconnected by not blogging

I feel so disconnected kinda.  Writing things down in my blog used to be a necessity now it's something I barely do.  So much has happened.  So many things that the pureness, the moment, is lost.  The reason I sound so whiny & needy & bitchy here is because I usually post in the heat of the moment or shortly after.  I get the emotion & the intensity of the moment, well as best I can.  Not for comments from others telling me to grow up or shut up and deal but for me to get it out & for me to deal with it.  Since I haven't been posting,  I feel like it's lost.  It's becoming harder to process because I don't have all the information, if that make sense.