Drugs
posted Friday, 12 June 2009
OK I like the escape & the sense of "whee!" it gives you but I can't see living like this. I know some people that "wake & bake" on a daily basis, then smoke some more in the afternoon & then at night. Smoke, take pills, all the same. Last weekend I drank for the first time in a long time. It felt good, freeing even. But not how I could live my life. Like now with these pain medicine. They are GOOD. But to the point where I can't do anything. I feel lazy & stupid. I'm going to take a nap to see if that helps with the pain. I don't want to take any pain medicine just yet as I have a lot of work to do.